Here is another one of those posts where it may have questionable value. But, the purpose of a blog, at times, is to write and catalog things simply because you can.
Post by: Grant Rodiek
I’ve worked in the digital game industry for almost 7 years. At first, it was as if I’d entered Willy Wonka’s chocolate factory, minus the Oompa Loompas (mostly). There was, and still is, something magical about getting paid to create a thing purely for the entertainment of others.
Alas, even game development is a job. It’s a career, with benefits, pay, yearly reviews, 401k concerns, managers, long hours at times, and all the normal trappings of every other job. The other truth that all developers must grasp is that you’re ultimately making someone else’s games with someone else’s money. Even the head of the studio is working for the CEO. The CEO works for the shareholders. So it goes.
The key to maintaining one’s sanity in life is to find a creative outlet, essentially a release valve. This applies not only to game developers or those in a creative industry, but anyone with a pulse. My girlfriend creates with flowers as her canvas. This is her valve. She’ll spend long nights designing bouquets and center-pieces for weddings in addition to her normal job. She does this almost at cost, practically as a favor, yet she does it still.
I design games. They are my valve and a key to my happiness. When I have an idea, good or bad, it’s mine. I get to try it on my terms.
Game design is creating a story and a universe with rules of your own invention. Pigs can fly and corn can sprout eyeballs. Orcs fly starfighters and politicians can be noble. Game design is also the crafting of an experience or a particular feeling you want to evoke: Laughter, tension, cleverness, courage.
The labor of game design is filled with what I refer to as “delightful tedium,” including hours of spreadsheet manipulation (do I need 3 or 4 of these cards?), Photoshop tweaks, cutting hundreds of cards, and repainting wooden tokens you stole from your brother’s copy of Risk. I love this. It’s almost as if I’m counting grains of sand, only here, there’s purpose.
This release valve, which I twist on my morning walks and inside my apartment study, is the equivalent of my grandfather’s wood shop. He would gather, re-organize, toil, cut, build, destroy, and tinker for hours. Often he had a goal, but almost as often he had no pursuit other than the delightful labors of mind and body. He sought the best possible way to waste his time, much as I tinker for hours.
The desire to create fun, to build entertainment, is an absolutely noble goal. Happy people live longer, work harder, love deeper,
I realize my audience is entirely filled with game designers, players, and people who get what I’m saying. But, in the hopes that someone outside of this niche stops by, I push you to make something. Create a blog. Tinker with water-colors. Make YouTube videos about Corgis who sing absurdly catchy pop-songs. Or, design games. We all need the delightful tedium. We all need to have something that occurs to us in the lunch line and forces us to pull out a notepad to jot it down.
We need that release valve that makes us interesting, industrious, and happy.
“Delightful tedium” is a nice turn of phrase. I’ll be sharing this with some of my family and friends who think I’m insane for my interest in games. Great sentiment!
I get grief as well. The thing is, I could just watch TV. Perhaps a step up is to read something. Or…OR, I could engage my mind and be utterly delighted by the result.
Great article, Grant. I completely agree. My job doesn’t always satisfy the scientist part of my brain, but digging into the nitty gritty of a game design or figuring out how to do all the little things necessary to create and publish a book fills the gap.
It’s difficult to switch from being a “consumer” in your free time to being a “producer.” Setting aside the TV remote, dropping the game controller, closing Facebook… and deciding to make something.
Many people just want to relax after a hard day of work, and it’s so easy and fun to zone out in front of a TV. But the thing that’s hard to recognize is that pursuing a passion outside of work can also be relaxing. And it can be mesmerizing. And energizing to the point where you wonder why you needed to “relax” in the first place.
The hardest part is sitting down and deciding to do something. And doing it consistently. But it is so worth it. I’ve watched friends make this transition, and I’ve gone through it myself. At the end of a day, or a month, or many years, you have a fullness and a satisfaction about life that could never come from your day job alone or from filling all your spare time with TV, internet, and other consumption.
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